we all soar then we fall but i cant see my future at all im not i cant soar like i used to

i wish flied at all it hurts to say i miss the sky but not even i could now fly that high but now i cant even see the light at the end of the tunnel when i try to fly i just fall and tumble the ran pours on my head i more wet then soaked bread i even fly up to you because i cant soar like i used to...