you realize i got no sleep at night. I thought you were dead. I punched my walls glass and wood because i felt so much guilt. I screamed at you and said sorry i even talked to pringles about it and a lot of other people. ....

You realize that I said if you did I would do it in favor of you because i deserved it....

I even drew you this..

I spent over and hour or so just crying about the whole thing

I spent my night crying as well in my bed alone

I had to deal with my brother hitting me and slamming me into a wall too because i accidentally ran into him he got mad at me and did that.

Well thanks to all of that I almost damn near broke my hand

But you don't care because you yelled at me and pointed it out to me THAT IT WAS MY FAULT YOU SAID WHAT I AID IS JUST ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU KILL YOURSELF. ITS MY ****ING FAULT SO I HOPE YOUR HAPPY THAT I ALMOST BROKE MY HAND THAT I SUFFERED CRYING ALL NIGHT THAT I WASTED TIME OUT OF MY DAY JUST TO MAKE YOU SOMETHING BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND

I DESERVED EVERY ****ING BIT OF IT

is probably the BIGGEST LIE I HAVE HEARD.

LIE?! ***** WHY DON'T YOU ****ING LOOK AT EVERYTHING I SAID AND DID

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i just want to be your best friend still i'm so ****ing sorry..... T^T