I couldn't sleep so I stood guard with Beryllium at the front. No one wanted me to go but my stubborn ass went anyway, and besides, no one would want me up squirming around. I could still smell the smoke from the camp burning. I looked over to Beryllium, who was still visibly upset about Farah's loss. I am horrible with giving emotional support so all I could do is hug him and cuddle him. My chest still hurts really bad and it hurts to laugh or cry. I'm going to continue guarding and make sure Lizzy doesn't come back. ***end of log 13***