it feels like 2019

i never changed please stop believing in me

it feels like people are lying to me about the littlest things that have no importance

it feels awful

this site makes me the worst version of myself, because i cant grasp that i impact people on here i lost any connection to this site, i see it nothing as a drawing website no longer a community, because the community is shit (me included ?)

i wish i could undo what i did, to a lot of people but im at the point to where i feel like if i reach out, inserting myself into their life again would be a terrible idea