I feel like people don’t like me for me. Like they want something from me. They want to be drawn, they want to be animated. And I’d be fine with making gifts. But I realized I haven’t been focusing on ME for a few months. I haven’t been focusing on my needs, on my health, on my wants. I’ve just been focusing on other people. And I realized I can’t give anymore. I can’t give anything else to people. I keep on trying to push myself, but I’ve been feeling off and I can’t push anymore. I’m tired. I need rest. I’ve been realizing how poor my lifestyle is. I’ve been getting 2 or less hours of sleep, I’ve been accepting things about me that aren’t true, I’ve been skipping meals, sometimes I don’t eat. I just need a break. I need a break from giving. I don’t have any more to give. I need a moment to get my stuff together before I do anything else.

I will I just don’t really know where to start. I’ll think of something