Stop sending me pictures
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-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
25.12.2023 23:54
LinkOf your Christmas presents I literally don’t care ( trying not to cry rn )
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
25.12.2023 23:57
LinkLike omg I’m so happy for you!! I’m not
I’m incredibly jealous
I’m jealous that your parents like you enough to include you
I’m jealous that your parents know what makes you happy and what you wanted
Pookie our messages literally look like this
“Look what I got for Christmas omg I’m so happy” “cool” “they knew exactly what I wanted I can’t wait to use this” “cool”
Does it sound like I care
I’m trying so hard to not to blow up in your face
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
26.12.2023 00:01
LinkI just tore down all my art from my wall and it felt like nothing because that’s what it is
It’s nothing
I have a week left to decide if this is really a life worth living
I mean
It doesn’t have to stop there
I can do it anytime
But an end of year evaluation makes sense
And then after that I can decide what day I’ll do it.
I’m happy for you
I’m happy your family loves you
I’m happy they make an effort to include you
But excuse me
If I feel a bit ****in jealous that I don’t get any of that.
They know your clothing size, what style you like, what bands you’re interested in, what hobbies you have
Good for you I’m happy
Just leave me the **** alone
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
26.12.2023 00:03
LinkIt’s been about four years since I’ve actually ever used the stuff my grandparents get from me
It’s just crayons and stuff like that
I usually just give them to whatever teachers need them
My parents were talking about taking my sister and brother shopping just because
Yk
No other reason
Not me though
I don’t deserve it or something lmao
And they want me to share the gift card I won from a CONTEST. The one I WON. lmao
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
26.12.2023 00:05
LinkI’ll never get out of this
Even if I leave the house
The same train of thought will eat me up
Killing myself is genuinely inevitable
No matter what my mind will always return to “what about ME?”
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
26.12.2023 00:05
LinkWhat’s the point in venting this out lmao bye