I feel so tired
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-Melancholy-Tea- 
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10.07.2022
15 comments
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:39
LinkI'm not even angry cuz things don't go the way I want it to anymore
I'm just so exhausted that for three almost four years
That it's been a cycle
I'm never going to get better
It's just up to me to end things
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:40
LinkHow useless can I be really...the least I can do for them is clean out my room and give them some money
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:41
LinkI'm so goddamn tired...
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:43
LinkI want to finish working this summer..then I can use whatever I saved up to give them when I'm finally done
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:44
LinkI hope I make enough for them so they aren't so burdened by the cost of removing my body and stuff..
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:46
LinkI can't belive I was never talented enough, or ever able to make plenty of friends, or to get good grades..any of that
Any of it
Would it have made my life easier with my parents?
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:47
LinkI've done nothing but waste their time, money and resources
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:48
LinkAnd every time I do feel this close to death I don't ever get what I need..and that causes me to cycle again
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:50
LinkI've never been worth a damn since the day my mom found out she was pregnant with me
She said she wouldn't have had me if it weren't for her beliefs
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:52
LinkI was a mistake from the very beginning
I should just end it to make things easier for everyone
I know it'll hurt them for a while
But hey- time goes on and eventually they'll move on
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
10.07.2022 01:52
LinkI've never had much of an impact on this world anyway
And I never will
