however- the girl i met there, i had no fvcking idea what role she'd take in my life some weeks after

i didn't know that it was a moment i actually needed to appreciate so much

every moment of that friendship during july 16th - august 31st was something we three needed to appreciate- i loved it so much

sadly neither of them didn't know how nostalgic and euphoric this would turn out to be for me- it's like a memory that even if you had like stage 7 dementia you'd remember it

that day felt so fvcking magical- i dont even feel like the same girl i was when i met them there in that exact moment anymore

i miss those days

memories are like a fast car drive- one memory is there for a while and then you zoom past it as if you never saw it

but sometimes- the car ride is too fast for you to even care where you were in that moment

you only appreciate them when it's far too late to go back

and sadly that was my case too