Ive been looking for jobs but i cant find anything that i can actually do because its all heavy lifting and standing for long periods of time which i cannot do. I dont know why but my mom likes to say i should just deal with my chronic pain when SHE ALSO HAS THE SAME CHRONIC DISORDER AS ME...? plus i have scoliosis???? Im feeling rlly detached from my whole family rn and whenever my mom or step dad try to talk to me i just answer dryly because i dont want to talk to them. Theyre always fighting and my mom was talking about getting a divorce the other day ofc so im just having a good life right now if you couldnt tell

My back hurts so bad right now djdixdidjdj im gonna have to live with these people for a lot longer bc its impossible to live independently nowadays. And before you say its not impossible and that i should just work harder and make better decisions i have thousands of dollars in medications and many many medical bills and appointments so no im not going to be able to live on my own i probably wont make it in life but whatever im rlly tired of ppl saying i have it good cuz my house is big we are not very wealthy at all and my parents are teachers so theu dont get paid much at all and most of their money goes to medical bills

I might just started selling all my stuff if i actually want a future at this point

So many privileged people out there it makes me so jealous and upset its always been this way the rich are the only ones who make it in life and the not wealthy stay broke love it here in the US