So u.hm. I do have a bit of trauma with abuse. Not with weaponry but with fist. Not exactly one moment. this has been happening ever since my brother knew how to use his fists. Were a year apart and of course since were siblings we fight alot with words. it used to get to the point where my brother would pin me and hit and hurt me and scream at me. and i wasnt allowed to fight back because of my moms rules. that i should get up and go talk to her even though i couldn.t so about 6 years or 7 years of that or maybe even 9-8. he still does it sometimes but not as often. he still screams and cries and follows me. he talks about how he hates me so much and how im such a bad sister and everything and it. sorta, idk. sticks. he makes fun of me often even when im being polite. he wont hesitate to hit me still

Id rather you not tall about ab,usive things. My mother was never really abusive. My father was only abusive with his words. he did threaten me a couple times and my mom just says "your fine" when i get hurt so ive. tried not to cry when i get hurt.

my moms always made fun of me and made me seem like im crazy or stupid

the only times my moms hurt me on purpose is when he drags me, i remember a time she hit me on the wrist and dragged me and said she didnt, hit me hard.

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im finished

im so sorry,, she shouldnt do that either especially since he's at a more mature age. i think it has, my whole life. i just. never knew until i joined fa about,? prolly because id. never shared that and i realized people are effected and hurt by this as well as me. *hug* i dont think ill be going into any more of this, i do have just a little bit more about this but thats not what i wanna share for now. *hug*