Idolized or stalked, persued by a cute woman

I don’t

I wonder if aromantic ppl get romantically harrassed alot

I WONDER if they get pitied a lot as well Like people think aromantic ppl must be so lonely and don’t have anyone to spend there lives with Also in a man’s perspective a woman would never expect being rejected He MUST have wanted it especially if the woman was conventionally attractive

There’s probably hundreds of thousands of men that have been harrassed by women but by one reach or another don’t get taken seriously or are put down

Seriously what could a normal looking woman be capable of Your a grown man just walk away

Women can be some of the most emotionally manipulative, toxic and disgusting creatures on the planet just like all men are believed to be But that sentiment isn’t popular or accepted

I have always been more comfortable around women I was born a woman myself I have also lived my life as a woman and seen the way other women behave In actuality I have a fear around men, as in almost of phobia Most people call something they mildly might fear a phobia But based from the definition I remember a phobia is something that inhibits your normal life And for me nothing inhibits my life more then walking outside and having to fear half of the population Rationality doesn’t work it’s almost like a primal feeling that I need to walk away or keep the conversation as short as possible around men

When I go to the store, when friends come over my family I feel uncomfortable I never have told anyone irl about this besides my therapist lightly She told me that a man won’t try anything if others are around including my mom but it didn’t help It was one of the few instances of my therapists advice that didn’t help

So if men are so terrifying towards me, why not just hand around women I hate this culture women themselves have made and men have perpetuated The one about how Devine women hood and woman kin ship is The girls I have met have been some of the most mean spirited bastards I met on this planet

Women can be bastards I’m sure like most of the afab ppl on here can agree and have some experience of this mean ***** from school or a family member just making your life hell or saying horrible things I don’t have my amab friends and I have previously stated I have a fear around men This isn’t something that’s supposed to down play women or some bs transman inside misogyny Women can just be as bad as men

There’s something about that trust that women build with eachother That feeling of safety and understanding that in some ways they experience the same things So when that same woman, abuses you- you feel betrayed not only from the individual but from the belief that “women stick together” I always hear this argument when it involves trans women that there’s “women safe spaces” and groups and if “men” were involved it puts the women at risk But honestly as someone with this perpetuating fear around men if a trans woman was around I wouldn’t care

There is no safe space based on gender Humanity in general will always have horrible individuals included Some people bring up victims of abuse having there own safe spaces but victims are more likely to reoffend based on there own abuse then ppl who have never been abused in the first place I have every ticket to be one of these weird feminist assholes that say all men should die because of what some men did to me but I don’t, I don’t want all men to just disappear Some men I have met have been more understanding then some women I know

Even though men make my life more difficult even if I had the choice i wouldn’t just wish them all away or hate them I want to at some point in my life live without having this paralyzing fear when a male doctor is in a room with me, or when a guy is at the cash register at the dollar store I have to pay I cannot describe the wave of anxiety that waves into my blood and makes it run cold when men are around me it’s debilitating No one irl knows what happened to me or understands this fear I have I hope this doesn’t sound like I’m just like some shy chick that’s trying to be quirky i just genuinely feel alone whenever I feel this way

Like my sister and mom will look at me confused when I say I don’t want to go down a certain path or talk to a person working, and I can’t blame them for that I chose not to tell them that I feel this way or why But I’m turning 18 soon, I’ll have to figure out how to deal with this problem if I want to branch out and work

Everyone talks about how open spoken I am on here but It’s easy for me to text stuff I have been through on a small site, I think a lot of ppl will agree with me that saying outloud the same thing is so much harder, and especially when ppl important towards your life are also around

What you say outloud can’t be deleted or erased once said to someone else

This art is just a drawing of a oc I have shes based off of the monarch butterfly She is for the record a bad character one that does some of the most immoral things people can do to other people Keep that in mind when talking abt her I did make her design purposely appealing so if ppl think she’s a cute design I’m totally fine with that and ppl sayin that

Idk if you want to mecore a character that sexually assaults others bro 😭

LOL YOU DID there’s a lot of ppl I met like that, which is what this character is partly supposed to represent I don’t try to take trolls seriously but it’s more about the idea that there’s someone or a group of ppl who enjoy telling me stuff like that that unnerves me

I expected that friend group was super toxic honestly just from a outside perspective Even though they said really horrible stuff to me at points I didn’t say horrible things back even though I could have Except for that one time I asked if one was autistic BUT ANYWAYS because I can understand the juvenile mindset of messing around with someone without the idea of what the person is experiencing or the consequences

I met two separate friend groups of trolls on here and both of them seem like horrible places to be in

wait they actually carved his name into themselves??

That’s actually insane

Trolling is supposed to be like non serious who would actually do that to themselves

When something that’s supposed to be satirical and a joke affects you irl I feel like that’s the point of taking it too far

It’s just being obsessive at that point

This might be personal but your a amab right? So like what was your thoughts around girls did you think they were all harmless or what

Everyone’s gonna take this and run w it but I never had a father figure for the majority of my life So I had to base men on my own experiences and what my mom told me The one man that was supposed to be my dad abused me physically when I was like around toddler to little kid age so I guess that didn’t help Thanks fully my mom divorced him

I never had the opportunity to feel safe around a man or trust them

When I was younger I never really talked about my personal problems till later on I’ve just always had this attitude of not caring what other ppl think if there not important towards me even if it was a hate mob

I’m just posting on here rn so when I leave it’s not just like me coming back from 3 months offline

Bc I’m planning to leave when I turn 18

My mom and sister have ocd so I never really thought ppl who had it were weird or there mannerisms abnormal

Till later on when I was like in middle school

I get really anxious when I’m playing online games with strangers bc of how awkward it feels to talk on text and try to communicate In that way I like being on call way more then just texting

And like we all know that one situation where someone just dry texts the whole time

Humans are ****ing complicated some situations can trigger different reactions

So it’s like when ppl say oh I’m so confusing it makes me like them more bc humans are confusing

If your confusing your doing something right or atleast your interesting imo