Everyone is rude to me when I ask a simple question, no one likes me, no one responds to anything I do, I constantly make my life a ****ing mess. I'm fighting with my constantly and it is all my fault. My mom is not mean or anything like some peoples and I some how continue to fight. I constantly fight with my sister over stupid things. She calls me stupid, dumb, not smart, and too sensitive. Why do I waste my life being alive on this planet. Why should I be above ground when I can be below and not disturbed?