And you know what? I'm one of those ****ing people, so now it's as if I'm running from myself. I'm useless to this world, other than being some crazy little shit. I don't want kids, I'm scared of ****ing everything it feels like. I overreact all the ****ing time, and I'm getting tired of it. I'm getting tired of feeling like this. I'm getting tired of feeling anything. I have no one to ****ing talk to, that I'm not scared of. My family doesn't feel like a family, it just feels like a hell-hole. I'm just going to watch and see someone say 'Well, life is unfair.' or some shit like that. I already ****ing know, alright? I'm ****ing tired of living like this. I feel even worse when I try to look into my future. All I see is literally ****ing nothing. We all ****ing die in the end anyways, so why not speed the process up, and save myself from a life not worth suffering?

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