Okay so I'm just realizing my life isn't normal

I'm a child and I take 10 pills a day

And the pain meds don't help They shun the pain until it's so unbelievably harmful I want to die

And nobody cares Nobody wants to help I bet all my money my crush wouldn't be seen with me dead My mother yells at me every day She said that I was being irrational when I had an anxiety attack

This doesn't even catch peoples attention. I don't catch people's attention. I'm sick of spending all my happiness on my friends while they'd give me nothing in return I really sound like a ****ing hypocrite

No I already have one It's from the darkness Offering me happiness :')

Offering me happiness in exchange for my life

No I already have all the ones I diserve

Just stop I'm going to be real for a minute At your house your mother spoils you You get to stay up however long you want You don't take anti depressants So stop pretending you're like me

I'm just goanna shut up I don't need another petty argument