He passed thursday morning around 4am and i feel like a terrible human being for not being there for him until the very end 😔. He waited for me until i came back from vacation in pain and i couldn’t do anything to help him. i feel like i didn’t give him the best possible life he could have. He was the most playful, adorable, and derpiest dog till the very end. he’ll be missed so much. Not even 24 hours later, my great grandmother passed around 3am and i have so many regrets that i can’t even explain. i miss them both so much. i can’t process emotion anymore. it’s one of those nights where you want a hug so bad but there’s no one there to give you one. sigh. spend all the time you can with loved ones.