fūck, I feel like I'm back in fifth grade,, I just want to die lmao, I feel like something like terribly wrong, I'm scared and worried for bee, I've been thinking of my fifth grade horror, the hoodie man, just not being hungry at dinner time and having my mom be angry at me, ugh, I'm just angry at myself ig,,

I don't really have any contact with bee since the school decided to fůck everyone in the ass and shut down teams, I only have two types of contact with her, and idk if she's ok and, and,,I'm just fųcking worried for her, I miss her and, ugh I'm so overprotective,,

I don't know, I just feel,, off,,