.-. Not online irl

Well and online but not here .-.

Also sooo I’m forced to suffer on a site I love full of idiots (not everyone)

Oh sorry I didn’t see it

Yeahhhh some of them are

But I feel sadder and sadder the more I hear it

Sorta :(

I’m happy on the outside but on the inside not so much I try to ignore my sadness for years and this is how I turned out well you can’t see how I turned out bc I just hide my true self

No.. I’m ok in public

Well people tell me to die and other stuff on this animation and it just made my brain hate the words so it took me so long to write these words and then when I hear them I just feel so warm and feel like crying but I don’t wanna just suddenly cry

And then I just say “hey I need to use bathroom” and cry in there and I just and starting not to be able to handle it

I just am*

Happy words can sometimes make me like this like “always smile :D” and stuff

People online and off- I can’t remember them they were ppl but one was one of my family members and I almost killed my self

And my bro’s friend told me to bc I wanted to play with him

And my bro says he hates me so much so I just laugh at him and say “no you don’t” and on the inside I ask my self “dose anyone love you?”

Only when he’s upset

My twin :(

After awhile I yell at myself say they love you they care but them I’m like do they really? Or are they fake? Then I cry it out saying to my self they hate you, it’s all a lie, just die already, the only who care are ppl you don’t know online

I’m in a toxic relationship with a friend and so many people say they hate me and to die

It won’t matter anyways I don’t even know you, you don’t know w]how toxic I can be and I just hate myself for it :( and I did tell my mom bout my twin but she cared but my mind said no she didn’t and I have no friends to tell that I know I can trust

I’m not a great person I bully kids who are mean and you may think oh well they deserve it but they don’t I’m just another bully, I hate so many people and I wish to be alone irl but on here I search for people and I am a heartbreaker bc when people like me I just say yes bc I don’t wanna hurt there feelings but then they find out and hate me :(

Brb

And kinda

Your all so kind <:)