just be honest with your intent. if you hate me, great! but i despise when people try to pretend that they don't. it shows through in every word you say to me. you're no good at hiding it, i can see the depths of your contempt. don't try and act like it isn't there, like you just want to be friends again, like you're not going to stab me in the back again and I will feel nothing because you've done it before and I saw it coming a mile away. feel free to hate me. in fact, i prefer outright hatred to a person who acts like the past never happened, or that I forget. I don't forget. I never forget. I will forgive, but I will, too, remember.

nah im not rlly upset im just. ( : emotion

I’m just RLLY tired of having to walk on eggshells for people who backstab me not two weeks later. Why do I still care what they think even. I could be a paragon of morality and they’ll find SOMETHING to nitpick because god forbid I have a differing political ideology