uhhh blah blah blah i feel ****ing awful for a couple reasons, oopsie im sorry that you broke my heart and damaged me mentally forever and broke up with me twice and told me you didn't love me but heaven forbid i break up with you because i need to heal from how badly you hurt me :// like goddamn we've been friends for three ****in years what the hell i poured my heart into you, loved you when you needed it the most and you essentially just tossed all that aside multiple times, and i STILL thought you were the ****ing greatest. im healing now and it's not because of you. i care about you still, but you're young and you don't know better and i found someone that understands me better. i can't get better with you so :/ sorry i guess???

my dad hates me lol *dies*