I need your opinion
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Miststar
01.03.2021 17:48
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I still don't know abou' yhe big quesion-
Leave- or- stay-?
Flipanim is fun and all, but i've gone through a thing that was really tough for me and I made a angel dog- the dog that passed away, her name is Maya. And guess what- no one even commented on it. that makes me feel that none of you care or just---- I also ask myself almost everyday or so, do I have anxiety and/or should I ask my parents for a theripist? I just don't know. One of my favorite dogs has passed away and I get dark thoughts now....like- I keep on thinking that everyone I know and love will die. And I'll be left alone with my sadness and just..... I don't know I'm not trying t0 be dramatic I just---- I might quit FA, so if you don't see me for a long time just- know that I probably quit. For now I'm going to take a break. This is the first time I'm able to tell anyone that, so- I feel.....
I don't know I might delete this comment, I don't want to unload on all of you. I just-
I think this
Oh honey... Im so sorry that you doggo died. I have been going through some grief my slef and I know its hard. If you'd like you can just read this part and know That I am sorry that Maya died and I hope you can forgive me for not commenting on you're post. The rest of this is a poem I made last night while thinking about loss.
Loss is when a pain
comes and runs away
with all you're memories
out on display
Where rain on a summer day
seems like you're tears and you say
You're alright but you
can't be ok
Loss is where the color drains out
where all you can think about
is what you lost
and not what you held sound
Where you cry all night
becuase you can't find
a reason to sleep
and you're being isn't right
Loss is when you hurt so deeply
and try so weakly
to be ok in this life
And yet with out them by your side your meekly
nodding your head
saying you're fine instead
od being and really doing
alright
I'm sorry you left me
how can I be
with out you
by me?
....
....I don't know what to say to that. I cried while reading it. Thank you so, so, so, so much for your empathy for Maya. I read this in a YouTube comment, acually. It said something like this: "It's always so sad when you lose the person who gave you your memories."
Memories are sad, happy, so on.....but LOSING the person that gave you any memories is- the worst. And thank you so so so so so so so so so so so much for your sympathy.
Of course And I love doing poetryso anytime you need anything you can just go on to flip anim and I'll be here for you no matter what because I really want and need to care.
Im sorry, your dog died...
You can always take a break when you need to but I will always miss u