Probably leaving, I feel really sick (not physically) and I dont think this site it very good for me. Lately i've been doing not so good, just generally. Had a really bad meltdown last night and I really wish I was stable. I cant keep doing this to myself. I'm really sorry. I'll probably comment every once in awhile and i'll still doodle here when I feel like it but I dont think (nor do I want to) I will come back. So uhhhhh goodbye??