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xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:30
Linkhi
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:31
Linki was going to attempt todsy but i didnt clearly
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:31
Linkim so cold amd tired i dont wamt to do anytbinf
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:33
Linkall ive thoufht about the past few days is how im gonna do it and im still undecided why is killing urself so hard
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:35
Linkive been thinking about admitting myself to a hospital but tjats a lot of talking to people and explaining myself id rather just not.and if i attempt and it doesnt work i wont have to explain myself cause liek all the evidence is right thete
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:35
Linkeither i die or i get help its a win win situation
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:37
Linki kinda dont even want to get help i just wanna die and thats frustrating for everybody like
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:39
Linkimjust yapping u can ignore this idgaffffff
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:40
Linkomg ITS SO COLDD dude im freezing my ass cheeks off right now
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:41
Linkwair i still have to watch south park movie frick my chud life omg
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:43
Linki lov my friends im gonna make sure they know that later they made this past year or so one of the best years of my life im so so so glad i met them
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:45
Linkthank god they r all dating each other so im the 'least favorite' by default. im happy they all have each other and im happy theyll continue to have each other when im gone and i wont ruin anything drastically
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:47
Linki know they dont see me as the least favorite and i dont see myself as the least favorite either but because they r all datinf each other im not gonna be the first on theirlist yk what i mean? i love them so much and ik they love me too but im not dating them so its different
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:49
Linkmaybe that makes me sound selfish but if i stay here for much longer im not gonna be myself anymore and i feel like watching me deteriorate in real time is worse than me just not being there anymore
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:50
Linklike one of them has an addict mom and i dont want to get my hands on substances and start to remind them more of their mom than of who i was before.i cant do that to them
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:52
Linkand being around a living dead boy all the time sounds exhausting. i know it has to be annoying to try to have a good time and then debbie downer over here is just gnawing at his own flesh and eyeing every blade he passes. thats just sad
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:57
Linkok.thats all im going to sleep bye
xenospiza[OP]
24.03.2026 02:57
Linkgoodnight
Hey dude, I’m we don’t really know eachother, but I’ve been there man, wanting to die is no joke. I think you should admit yourself before it’s too late. I know it’s redundant and I’m sure you’ve heard many times but your friends care about you!! Even if you don’t care for yourself, for them, you should try getting help. It can be hard but you’re strong and I know that from what I’ve read and seen on your profile. So please don’t do it.