Now I feel even more useless in this stupid universe. Before my own eyes, on my actual laptop screen, someone has basically told everyone that they will kill their self MULTIPLE times. And all in the within the same hour. It was a normal RP. A NORMAL ONE! But all because of one stupid, stupid, reason, someone has attempted to murder their self. I am friends with both people on both sides of this drama, and I just want NONE OF THIS TO HAPPEN! But, NO! And, even worse, this is basically my fault. For asking one STUPID QUESTION. It is my fault, basically. For asking something. And now, there is only one thing left I can do without hurting people any more: righting my wrong. And I've tried. I've tried, and tried, and tried, and tried. But I CAN'T help you! Because no matter HOW HARD I've tried, I just CAN'T. And now I sit here, waiting for everyone to be OK, for people to be alive, for me to forgive myself. And sometimes... I feel like that will never happen.