Whew okay...I noticed this guy in my class earlier this year and he really intrigued me. He's like super hot but doesn't talk much. We didn't really interact much. But we sat next to each other. And it seemed like he might have had a small little crush on me too. But then I left this class came the next semester and I didn't see him as much. But like a month later I confessed my feelings to him through a letter I gave him the day before Valentine's day. (Well technically I chickened out and ended up asking my friend to give him my letter.) And I was so scared lol. Surprisingly on Valentine's day, I receive a letter from him via a friend. And find out that yes, he did like me too and asked if i'd like to see a movie with him. I later contacted him and said yes i'd love to. But we wouldn't go to the movies until like a month later because I would be really busy and unable to go so soon.

By this point he had told me that he wasn't ready for a relationship and I respected that and so we remained as 'friendly strangers.' (I say that cuz we're not really friends because we barely know each other and barely talk.) There's a lot more to this but the point is...I love him. I love him so freaking much it hurts. I've tried letting go but i've recently found that it's impossible. And honestly this is affecting my mental health quite a bit and so I should really let this go. I'm getting better i'd say since school ended not too long ago so there's that..

Thank you for your support 😭 And I'm sure there are people who are interested in you! You just haven't met them yet.

If you need someone to talk to, you can befriend me on discord if you want? I could honestly use some more friends:/