Ok so I don't really have anyone to talk to or confide in irl. So all my emotions tend to get put second and I spend a lot of time taking care of other people and creatures to take my mind off it. I use my art to vent my feelings and insecurities into something productive,

But sometimes something little will trigger this ball of emotions I have bottled up and I will just get really sad and irritable. I will usually go somewhere none will find me and just cry. It will usually calm me down and I can go back to putting on a mask of happiness. I just feel like a burden though. I don't want people to worry or be upset, and when I am sad I hurt those around me. They worry about me even though thier problems are more important.

Ok I will shut up now! Thank you if you read this!

Are you ok? Do you want to talk?