so my grandpa nd his gfs supposed to be comin over sometime today nd i rlly dont wanna seethem

not jus them jus the girlfriend, my grandpa can stay

main reason why is bc shes so condescending nd shes jus weird

sometimes she’ll talk abt our (our as in me nd my siblings) inna sexual way not in i wanna fck yall cuz thats weird but like idk how to rlly explain it

i mean our bodies my dumbass left it out

i gotta shit but my mama in the bathroom my wipes are in

um anyway

i remember one time i was at their house nd i was cold asl literally freezin nd she pointed out that she could see my nipples thru my shirt which i already knew btw i was literally tryin to cover them up nd everything

i had a bra on but that shit was not working cuz i was freezin cold

then she said that theyre hardnd ready to be sucked

hard nd* flipanim givin me a captcha theyre antiblack

im tryin not to wear any of my binders today cuz like this is like my break day so i wont fck my ribs up but also so i can wash them too

i needa wash them but i gotta be discreet abt it like i gotta wait til eb sleep or sumn so i can wash nd dry them but i sleep at night

idk what to do

can they jus not come up here😭😭😭😭😭😭 we literally live an hour away its not hard to not drive an hour towards my location😭😭😭😭😭

if i tell my mama abt this she’ll prolly tell me to be more grateful or sumn bc she let us stay at her house when we didnt have a home which yea its true we did im not ungrateful for that im happy she did that cuz she truly could’ve had us on the streets

but that doesnt top the fact i dont like how she jokes about me nd my siblings nd how i also dont like how rude she is at times

for no fcking reason either too, it be the most simplest shit

anyway

i just got the news theyre on their way

im so hungryyyyyy i dont feel like cookiiiinnngggggg

i already made sum baked chicken but there aint nun on the side of it jus baked chicken

i dont feel like #cooking again even tho i was barely in the kitchen

and i gotta shit

should i wait til they come over to take a shit

so i wont have to see them

my moms too busy doin shit in her bathroom nd my wipes are in there send help

i rlly dont feel like talkin to anyone in this house rn but i would rather kill myself than wipe my ass without wipes

now that i thought abt it why do sum ppl act like youre weird for when you dont wanna talk to your family members but they understand when you dont wanna talk to your friends or anyone else but family

every time i dont wanna talk to nb it includes everybody including family

bad news just dropped they sayin they wanna stay the night NOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOO

WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT

RIGHT AS IM COMPLAININ ABT SUMN ELSE

THEYRE LOOKING AT MY DAILY TALKPOST THREAD AND READING HOW I FEEL AND DOING WHAT I DONT LIKE ON PURPOSE

im gonna let waffle house recruit me fck it idc if ill be extra tired after work watchin kids atleast ill be away from my family on the weekends

ykw daily talkpost is insane i needa #getalife

last day on flipanim ill see yall next month /j

im jokign

maybe……..

LIFE UPDATE THEYRE IN MY CITY HEELLLPPPPPP HEEELLPPPPPPP

IM SCARED IM SCAREDDD couldnt they have stayed home

i hope they stay on rhe balcony the whole time theyre here i rlly dont wanna talk to them

i might take an extra long walk today

theyre pullin up now someone pray for me

ik im agnostic but somebody do SOMETHING ! i rlly dont want them to stay a night nor come over

i told my mama ian want them to stay a night only bc she could tell i didnt she jus doesnt kno its not wven stayin a night i dont want them here esp my grandpas gf😭😭😭😭😭

i miss my grandma

and like an addict im back again but this time im tired

theyre over here but atleast i dont have to talk to nb cuz they watchin a movie wit my mama so i get to be in the room nd chill

thats not the point tho

is it weird to find when men tell girls theyre flirtin wit to tighten up when the girl obviously doesnt like them nor want them flirtin wit them misogynistic

ive felt this way for a long time but no fcking body seems to see it

its like they dont even think about it, like its normal

like yea its normal but it rlly shouldnt be WHY are you pesterin this woman who doesnt want you to flirt wit her WHY are you tellin her to basically be okay wit you flirtin wit her, something she clearly doesnt want

i dont understand

i literally stopped watchin loobie when i was watchin one of his persona vids nd they were basically talkin to girls on it nd one of the girls obviously wanna talk to them nd one of them on the vid (cant remember who cuz i before then i havent rlly been watchin them that much) they told one of the girls to tighten up cuz she literally didnt want to talk to them

fast forward they ended up congratulatin (cant remmeber thebwordni wanna use cuz im tired asl) the girl who aint wanna talk bc she had a bf, same wit the other girl that was wit her too but shes not the subject for rn

im tried

i need sleep

nothing! its all as i planned it out to be☺️