"do it for H I M"
by:
NummyGummy 
1815
1815
08.09.2018
17 comments
aracat
08.09.2018 18:14
LinkNummy r u ok
no its not he just left like he didn't even care if i was alive or not like he left not saying anything about like ......*sigh* he just it felt like he didn't care like "oh i'm leaving **** you nummy"
That's messed up and he should have treated you better before he left. But maybe he was trying to detach himself from you so it would hurt less when he left. I'm sure he cares if your alive. If he really doesn't, he doesn't deserve you.
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he was like "oh nummy is here...ok i hate her yeah shes a ***** and i'm gonna kill myself to create drama and shit like that so i can get attention and so i can get a feature for my edgy ass "vents" and get her to be depressed and go die in a hole yeah that will do it!" i just feel like he wanted me to keep cutting and harming my self and he was just faking...
I feel like all he wanted from you was attention and pity
And he should have been making it harder for you to be happy. He should have let you beyou and let you be happy and nobody should treat you poorly because you don't deserve it. Don't hurt yourself. I don't think he deserved you if he was going to act like that. You deserve better than that.
but its just so hard not to if i cut it feels like i'm safe because usualy no one know about it but i gave it out to so manny people and i cut now because i disserve pain and i never get it so i give myself pain so i feel like i fit in and some day it might get better...but it never D O E S!!...i just need someone to be my friend and be protective like my dad...but hes gone and my mom is out all the time..
Your family situation really sucks and I'm sorry for that
Please don't cut, you will never get anything good out of it. You don't deserve to be in pain and one day you will feel better. And yeah, it's great to have protective friends but not too protective
But I never sa8d those th9ngs nummy why are you puttibg worded in my mouth? I told you 8t was okay qbd I was trying to get your attentiob but you wouldbt listen
All this things you're saying about me hurt I never even said those things you can look anywhere on your page and mine. I don't want attention that's why I'm trying to quit I don't even know how to pity people! And I don't even want to! I had to go 1. I had to go quick because I have to listen to my dad. 2. I never ever said those things and never would 3m I left for a week and this is what I get? 4. Now I'm gonna leave saying that I don't care this time because apparently you don't care! Or apparently you just think I'm pity to you! Well you're pittying us you got feathers attention you spit kiss about me I never said I didn't care and believe me I do! But it makes it harder for me when you lie to cope with you!