why do cats meow... is everyone made up from my mind? does this make me crazy..? am i even truely alive? why am i here... how does real food taste im really underweight, god damn sister eats all my food... how am i alive... how did i get sleep deprivation... why am i like this... i should just... no... whats the meaning of life, to live? to love? to fufil your purpose? wait whats my purpouse... oh wait, im a punching bag