What....the hell? Im not mad, Im pertified...Why...I sound so hypocritical but I...God Aaron...I love you god damn much, do you know that? I always tell you because I never want you to forget. I dont want you to leave me when I havnt even been able to hug you once. I can understand how it gets hard and you just...get those urges and you get the thoughts to kill yourself but you feel guilty because what if everyone finds out? Will they be mad? Ill never be mad at you unless you cheat on me. I can relate to just wanting to leave everything behind and give up. I understand..Ive almost done it too, but its not going to change anything Aaron. If you cut yourseld or attempt to suicide, your falling more and more into that hole but I know that theres that voice in your mind and tells you not to do it. That its not the right thing to do and that even when life is a ****ing ***** and when the world chews you up and spits you out, you HAVE to keep going. For your loved ones, for your friends, but most importantly, for

yourself. Suicide is NEVER the answer, no matter the situation. You are loved and cared about by so many people that its insane. Like I said, I can understand. I once tried to overdose. I just couldnt take it anymore. I just wanted to die. But then I had a talk. I talked to my friends mom and she used to be in the same situation and now shes a happy nurse with a good family. It just goes to show that we can deal with whatever comes our way and Ill always be right next to you, till the end baby. Ill never leave your side and Ill always fight your battles with you. We are in this together.

Wait I didnt mean it like that-.. Oh uhm goodnight then...Sorry....I tried to be sincere...I was trying to avoid...lectures...I love you Aaron..

MmMm- 💖 that was unexpected- I-i love you to-