This is difficult for me to remember why I did this, but I will clarify to my best ability. So, I used to make pornographic imagery using either my or others likeness, whether they agreed to it or not. I was 11 when it started, and at the time I was mentally unstable and entered puberty early. Hormones were raging through me, and I was exposed to explicit content through the likes of anime, TV shows, and YouTube before it became a corporate platform. I was addicted to porn at the time and hanged with people who encouraged me to sexualize myself and others for the sake of their own amusement. I was addicted to being online and wanted to be loved from the lack of safety and love in my own home due to my father. Furthermore, I also believed this was spurred on by past sexual trauma that I've only recently discovered as memories come back to me. I was young, groomed, addicted, and traumatized. Oh! And because I saw other people draw porn, adults and minors, I thought it would be ok.

I also made many mentions of rape in my animations. For that, I'm disgusted with myself, although I am a victim of some forms of sexual assault. I had no business making rape something funny or normal. I know I was a kid, but many of you, as I've seen; have told me to stop, yet I didn't listen. It wasn't just because the act itself was sexy or anything of the sort. But because it got me attention, I also believe I was copying an artist as of the time that were doing similar things, however I do not remember who.

Yes, I was a few of the trolls that reigned upon Flipanim, no, I do not remember them except for Cutie I think. And for that, the reason why was pure boredom. I was 12 at the time, and I was completely bored. Mental health was down the shitter due to manic episodes and chronic depression so severe I wouldn't eat, shower, or brush my teeth for days. Of course absolute boredom and curiosity, and I liked the attention I got. I only stopped when I actually hurt someone that I knew, and completely stopped realizing what I've done. Once again, I'm guilty, and I deeply regret everything I've done to hurt anyone. I know many of you don't even have accounts or haven't checked accounts in a long time, but you never know, maybe some of you will come back and see this. And I'm sorry.

The biggest things I've done on this site was post my mental breakdowns and used them for attention that I didn't get at home. At the time, my father, and mother didn't take my mental health seriously until it was too late. So I came here to purge my manic episodes onto you people who had every right to ignore me, but yet out of some of you all's kind hearts were worried. I appreciate that you guys cared, but I urge you, it would've been better if you all ignored me, as one moment I could be breaking down and the next hour I'm completely fine and happy. If you all ignored, nothing real would've changed, and I'd still be here today. I was an attention seeking manic child who wasn't being treated at the time due to a loss of insurance, and I was suffering, but I knew what I was doing. At least half the time I did, other times I would black out.

For any I've caused fear, sham, worry, and anxiety because of these breakdowns I'm sorry for doing so, I knew what I was doing, and I wish I could go back to and stop this from ever happening and hurting you. I'm not sure how else to say this, but I'm forever guilty and sorry.

Even with the things I've done, most of you have moved on and that's what really matters, maybe ill meet some of you again, and we can laugh at our younger selves, but i, and i, will only feel guilt from here on. But I hope you all understand that I was truly only a child, and struggling with severe mania (which is a possibility I may have bipolar disorder) and was most likely undiagnosed autistic kid which made me have more meltdowns and even more vulnerable to the manipulations of others and groups who used me. But it's pretty much over now. What else can I do except delete and explain? Not like that stuff can't be found on the Wayback Machine anyway. I just really down want kids coming across this profile full of nasty shit from 5 years ago, so it was for the best to delete this stuff.

Where is kylie now? 1. Kylie isn't my name anymore, I go by kyler as i came out as transgender in Jan of 2023! 2. I have a tumblr where i will be posting regularly and I'm not into eddsworld anymore and am now into Osmosis Jones, SCP, and Welcome Home! 3. I'm 17 now and will be turning 18 in 2 months! 4. I'm in a safer place now, my father has gotten better, and although I haven't truly forgiven him, I'm still proud that he's trying to be the best he can be before I leave as an adult. 5. Although i did lose insurance again, im getting it back soon and im much happier now, losing over 200lbs! :D 6. Im a furry, it was obvious but i was in denial lol 7. i go by the user Quintillious now on most platforms if you want to check out my work! :3