hey, um. I guess Im a living being. Here on this crazy earth. Spinning at (dhfoehFWIHGOGOOIEHOI) miles a second. Wondering what im doing with my life. Sitting on my bed with my soundless computer on my lap. Trying to draw on it. Because my mom took away my tablet and I dont know when Im getting it back. Im finding a lot out about myself and who I am as a person. My parents are going through a divorce soon. They have not filed yet. I love them both very much. But its very hard to love my dad when Ive heard the stories and experienced the things hes done to my mother. Its very hard for me right now. I wish my moms apartment aloud pets. My dad has a cat and a dog, but I only get to see them every other weekend. My mom is having a hard time paying her medical bills, which is leaving her in debt. Luckily, she wont go to jail for it. I know some people have harder situations. But I thought Id just let some of my feelings out. If you read this all, Thank you for taking your time to understand