Okay, so I'm noticing there's something more to your situation. With you and your boyfriend - Elijah - and you ditching your friend for him. I just wanted to tell you that you shouldn't have to choose, and you can divide the time spent with them or spend time together as a big group. But if it does come down to it I urge you to choose your friend. Not because ew gross relationships or anything, it's that you've known her for a longer time and have a deeper connection with her. Plus you're like 10-11 so that's a little young to be doing anything serious, and I'm sure you don't want to be heartbroken. I just hope you do what's right.