Small identity rant
by:
Bo-Beckhere 
518
518
04.08.2025
7 comments
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:17
LinkSo since like middle school or at least 5-6th grade I’ve always felt off about being seen as a woman. It was mostly because like I realized I liked girl and later the negativity with being woman kinda warmed my view of being a woman
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:17
LinkAnd I kept trying out different labels from middle school school to now like being trans or nonbinary or even gender fluid
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:18
LinkI really really wanted to know like who I was as a person and as happy as I was to learn so much about gender identities nothing really felt right because I always felt like I was expected to act liked a stereotype
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:20
LinkRecently I was thinking about changing my name although now it kinda just feels like it was a spur of the moment kinda thing since I’ve been out to my friends for a while and really like the name I’ve been going by
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:21
LinkAnd it made me realize how much I’ve changed because with my family like duh there’s still a little discomfort when I’m deadnamed or called she/her. But not enough to drive me crazy? Like I probably won’t come out until I move out
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:21
LinkBut imagining my friends calling me deadname and she/her just disgusted me and made me feel so uncomfortable and I was like “holy shit this is dysphoria?”
Bo-Beckhere[OP]
04.08.2025 05:22
LinkAnd I just thought it was kinda funny how attached to my name I am and how it really does feel my actual personality and not something I have to stick with to please others