hi so surprise surprise im not okay my ed is very much getting worse i hate my body so much and nothing i do ever fixes it great to know i messed up my metabolism too so i’ll get bigger if i start eating a healthy amount also have a meeting with my advisor tomorrow and im behind in all my classes!!! yaya!! my 4.0 GPA is quaking

just to clarify that im not mocking people who vent on here i feel stupid doing it though so?? this would be the second time and the one before was deleted i might actually voluntarily be admitted to a psych hospital again because at this point i dont know what will help

the past week ive just been making and sewing plushies to try to distract myself i still have to put something on in the background for me to focus on otherwise i'll just spiral anyways