i hate neurotypicals
7 comments
kovaaa[OP]
19.12.2020 22:48
Linki hate being around people who dotn understand sensory issues??? like no??? forcing it on me wont make it better??? infact im going to actually start to hate you and i will probably cry
kovaaa[OP]
19.12.2020 22:50
Linki dont care if its just food or you just want me to meet family or its just one restaurant or just one trip to one place, im going to hate it and it will be engrained in my memory alongside you as a horrible experience that i will always associate you with, and i will not trust you or want to be in situations with you. you will make me uncomfortable because you completely disregarded basic consent. i didnt want to
also i have like a huge paranoia everything i know is fake. like maybe i have memory loss and ive been placed into this current life thinking ive always lived it but its really an experiment on me. maybe everyone i know is actually a demon. or aliens. ive had moments where im literally frozen in fear because of these stupid thoughts. like it sounds really ridiculous but how could i know if its real or fake in the end. it genuinely scares me and throws me out of it all. i have many vivid memories of things like this happening and i just get stuck sitting where i am because im so scared