Gwen is officially offline, possibly for good, Chloe is angry at me which I deserve and my cat has been so demanding recently because she got surgery so I can barely get any rest or free time. Not to mention our power was out for a few days and then I was at my grandparents house. They took me to this event at my church (some famous singer was there and there were fireworks) so I am exhausted physically and mentally. Mary Kate is enjoying her extroverted life at the beach with her family, Allysa is in college and high school dealing with summer classes and what-not, I've cut off all contact from Kate and never want to talk to her again, Christian is at boy scouts, and my own sister hates me and doesn't care so I can't talk to anyone and try and regain self esteem. Not to mention, everyone in my family is saying I'm gonna grow into an amazing woman when I have been dropping subtle hints that I am clearly gender fluid/ non-binary for the past few months. I just..had a great week.