He keeps sleeping on the couch instead of, oh I don't know... His bed?

And the kitchen is right next to the living room.

And I need to be able to access the kitchen without making any noises people could hear and wake them up.

Not to mention I'll need to run the water to wash the knife afterwards.

I'm growing really restless. But I can't risk anyone knowing about my cutting thing. Other than... internet strangers I suppose.

I'm too timid to ask him to just go to his bed. And if he asks why? I have no idea what I would say.

I just... Hhhhhhhhh I don't know what to do.

If you know, you know.