ANYWAYS so like all weekend i was thinking "wait. what if. catgender.." cause the term's appealed to me at least a little for a while, but i just kinda thought oh nah i don't think it'll fit me but like last night i got curious, found a "pronoun tryout" website and put in nya/nyas/nyaself pronouns (i assure you i tried other cat-themed pronouns and only the nya ones felt right. i. i don't take it seriously either lmao) and it felt good and right and junk!! and i did a little research and realized oh wait ****. oh no. i'm catgender. oh ****. and now i'm catgender

i don't fully understand it and therefore i'm going to have a lot of ****in trouble describing it especially because i'm ****ing exhausted and also generally not good with words especially feeling words, SO i'm not going to say shit lmao. but i feel like it's connected to my cat kintype in some way. no i don't think my gender is a cat. no i don't think i'm a cat (despite the felinekin thing,,,). xenogenders from what i've read are more like,,, gender descriptors than actual genders, though they can be actual genders. and i've felt like something was missing from how i was describing myself for a while but i kinda just put it aside as nothing like a ****in idiot. i feel like this'll help that a little so i'm pretty happy i figured this out

gender seasoning. sprinkles cat all over my gender

i know no ****er's gonna use these pronouns for me which kinda sucks because i do actually like them a lot even if i don't take them seriously at all but it's nice to have gotten this out i guess

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doing that so ull mind ur ****in business, just ignore it ty

trying to stop myself from saying something along the lines of "**** you. thanks idiot" because i want to actually be genuine and say thanks bc this means a lot actually but words are ****ed therefore. **** you. thanks idiot