So there's this person I really looked up too artistically, character creation wise and definitely their writing But lately they've been Ded Which is cool I mean they got school He draws me random shit a lot Bit He's kinda a dick. And for the..two weeks we've barely talked? I feel..oddly better Like I haven't compared myself to anyone's art in a while and just kinda been focusing on my stuff... Plus yk he's kinda..bleh- yk he's always only thinking of himself and when he's done talking it doesn't matter if you want to keep talking Like he'll just shut you down He's really sweet though! He tries to hang out with me as much as possible..but I feel like he only hangs out when it's convenient to him- yk.? Like- I'll be the last possible resort if their friends are busy-I like hanging out with him, but I also dont..yk? Sometimes he's really judgy... I want to be friends with him but I also feel this is slightly having an effect on my insecurities Idk what do yall think? Maybe I'm being too sens

Sensitive*

Anyway I need more friends on here so..hmu please

I don't have much to offer but I I can draw stuff :*)

There are so many ppl I want to be friends with on here But I come off as weird or rude and they end up either blocking me or never responding when I type a message There's this one person I barely remember what their user name was I wanna find them again I don't remember what happened or why I stopped trying to be their friend but I know for a fact that their user name was something like crow something OH and they used to draw this weird little chubby spider guy....I think Or was it an octopus..

Idk Anyway..tomorrow is an A day so I'll probably either be on here all day ( except 2nd ) or asleep So please please please say hi or something tomorrow it makes me super happy to strike a conversation with you guys RANDOM THING- but like...I got to call with Evy tonight and they said it's okay to use their thighs as a pillow Guys I'm marrying her. Also Its...it's almost been 5 months since we've been together wow

I feel like..I need to talk about random things to shut my brain up Because after I shower I feel like A little better But then all the thoughts that stopped when I got in Are now flooding back SHIT I FORGOT TO PACK SUGAR

AND A WATER BOTTLE **** AND MY CLOTHES ARENT CLEAN

It's alright I'm kinda just dumping my brain out so I can go to bed easier

OMG YESS thanks you've spared me from thinking all night <3

Omg the movie 9?

Omg I've always wanted to wat h it but when I went to my cul- I mean church it was considered devil worshiping..I need to move my clothes and then look up where I can watch it..

Also you said stitchpunk and now I'm interested Is it a fashion or aesthetic or what