I dont value my skills, I dont value what I have, I dont value myself, I look down at myself and hurt myself. I make myself weaker and negative so I can spend my time looking down at myself at how un valuable I am and how special you are. I think bad about myself when I think of you. I compare myself instead of admiring you. You give me pain but it's not your fault your better than me. Its my fault for not valuing myself I could of been someone that is special but instead I decided to look down at myself instead of thinking of value.