Okey let me type

I don't feel here completely everyone thinks I'm emotionally cut off from them and I kinda am but they think it's from FA and True having passed and I can't argue on that but I can't think straight anymore I'm not leaving FA though. you guys bring me joy and make me happy somewhat and it is definitely not easy I'm terrified tho for one reason I might get held back a grade in school cause of this whole stupid covid problem and online school I can't function with very little teacher interaction I need to be in person so I can be happy

And I need to be able to work

But in a few weeks I'm not on often that's why and this is all very serious to me

But the next few posts will probably be me being a dead inside depressed **** so yea...😿

But anyways goodnight!

eh I feel a little better now not much still feel dead inside and depressed