Can I ask y’all a question/g
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-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
19.06.2022 08:23
LinkOkay so
Would you rather be friends with someone who’s more interested in finding more about you and seems awkward, and or reserved or
Well- someone like the person I present daily
The happy go lucky whatever rat I am
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
19.06.2022 08:30
LinkI noticed that I well- irl me is awkward,,I suck at conversation and if I’m caught staring 7/10 times it’s because I’m noticing a pattern in your behavior,,
But this persona of me is still me
But it’s
Never going to be what I really am
I’ve always been more concerned about what I can do to better my own guards than letting others in
Someone like this
I’ll simply never be
I like books
Bugs
Nature and girls
I hate big dogs
Thunderstorms and men who think they have the right
I like side hugs but not big ones
I don’t like holding your hand I’d much rather hold the end of your shirt
I like rain and wet socks and hate warm weather
I’m paranoid and chew on my nails and the way I sit makes a car seat of my legs
If I’m scared I pull out my hair
Sexual jokes are just a way of coping with my trauma despite the fact I hate them
I’m constantly told my fingers are cold and if I get excited about something I’ll rant on and on until someone says I’m annoying them
I have a blank stare I rarely smile
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
19.06.2022 08:30
LinkThat’s me
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
19.06.2022 08:35
LinkBut here I try my best to be optimistic, when I get a compliment most of the time I’ll give one back
I noticed I’m more like a puppy than anything because of how much attention I need just from people here
When I get angry or sad I look for someone to cheer me up, something I could never possibly do in real life
When I have a bad day I make up happy things so that my friends won’t worry about having to apologize constantly for something that’s not my fault
Here I live in my head as someone I wish to be but never willl
Here I express my only passion through art
I talk without a stutter here
There’s no eye contact so no one can say anything about me trying to get a better understanding of something
I’m allowed to share what I like here because there are people who are like the persona I put on here
It’s like putting on a costume that sticks to your skin but doesn’t quite fit right
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
19.06.2022 08:36
LinkWhat I’m saying is
Would you really like to be friends with the real me
Or are you just lying out of pity
Can I say something,,
Ofc I can I live in America and this is fwee contee
To empathize with someone doesn’t mean to have to change YOUR personal opinion with someone
It happens a lot because some people see clearer that way and some ppl don’t
Just because Jonny snatched ur sandwich because he was hungry doesn’t mean you don’t have a right to be mad at him