I just needed to say something... My friends are Blaming me embarrassing me making fun of me I can't get them in my head Everywhere I go I just feel like I am just a Dumbass being selfish I feel like I am shit my friends aren't supporting me making me just like a ****ing rude dumbass my siblings are the ones who started this mess my heart was breaking into pieces like a tower collapsing people Saw they're love ones died that happened to me also but I never got to see my great grandmother nor my great grandfather I was crying I miss them even though I didn't had a chance to see them I loved them but Ever since school It ruined my mental health by just learning for 9 hours since grade 1 my head hurts like my heart I just try to hide myself my behavior was worse when I turned to grade 3 I was shouting being mean trying to stop my anger issues but My friends are kicking me around none cared I might

I don't wanna love my self..

I loved my self until I was called selfish that hurts so I hated my self forcing my self to do things that I didn't want to do