I feel really numb, lately i have to force myself to get out of bed every time or my family has to force me out of bed, i havent felt it to this intensity in a long time, i feel like i have nothing to look forward to and i keep skipping meals when I told my psychiatrist she did not tell me how i could fix it so whatever, i dont know the last time ive showered or brushed my teeth, ive been wearing the same pants and hoodie for a week straight, i cant even feel anything, my parents forced me up to eat dinner and i really didnt want to and the food is kind of just sitting next to me but i will probably eat it or some of it