I just read this and I think I have at least a little understanding of why what I did was wrong. https://didictionary.carrd.co/ This has helped me understand what you’re going through, and why. We all make mistakes, some more than others. And me more than I should. I ****ed up. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t insult any of you. You’re all individuals, sharing a headspace, and I should treat you as such.

Please forgive me.

I’m sorry, I really am. I don’t know how I can fix this. I think I should let someone else fix it… There is one thing I can fix and that’s how I end up backstabbing you. I’m unsure exactly what you mean by it, but I’m sure it can be helped somehow…

I invalidated you and that’s on me. There’s the first problem.