You know that moment when you-
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Shade-Is-Russian 
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05.10.2021
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Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
05.10.2021 23:53
Linkwanna put a bullet in your skull?-
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
05.10.2021 23:54
Linkno? just me then okey-
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
05.10.2021 23:55
Linkand yes this is a vent, no I don't mind that y'all like the anim
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
06.10.2021 00:11
LinkI just don't feel good right now, I feel oddly depressed. I wanna put a bullet in my skull, or just watch myself bleed to death. I wanna drink the sadness and pain away. I've sat here for a while, I've watched some leave, I've watched others vent, I've seen some say they'll kill themselves as a release from this world. I have picked up blades and thought to myself all the horrible things I could do to myself with that blade. I never talk about these things really, I've somehow never acted on these actions, no matter how bad I want to. The most I've ever done is slap myself with a knife, and I always crack up laughing when I do it. I feel mentally unstable. I don't want to make y'all depressed by reading this, but I already know I've made a few worried. I'm sorry If I've made you worried about me, please don't be. The worst thing I've done was drink the pain I had away, again sorry to be a bother.
your not a bother, i liked the anim cause of the art, also i've done the same thing sometimes, but then i think of the chain reaction it would cause to i dont do it. honestly all i can say is try not to think about the stuff to much, its really the only thing you can do other then getting a tharipist
it's fine, I'm tired of people saying they'll kill themselves, but never going through with it. I know how f*cked up that sounds, but it's painful to sit here and watch the one's I know say things like this. I'm done helping those people.
I hate to admit this... but I have tried to kill myself once or twice, the only thing that ever stopped me was fear. I just wasn't brave enough to end my own life. I have stood there holding a blade against my throat, I just was terrified about what would happen if I didn't die, I was worried about being in trouble with my parents more then anything...
I often comfort myself, I'll just go and cuddle one of my dogs and cry. then I often feel better, because I know for a fact that they care about me...
yeah, i did the same thing, but it helps a lot to have someone to lean on, and when i say a lot i mean a lot. death is pretty scary cause ya dont know what will happen after you die, cuddleing dose help even if its with your dog and ofc they care about you, and they always will. thare is always someone who will care about you (this sounds like me rambleing sorry if it annoys ya alil)
doesn't bother me at all, and that's why I cuddle with my dog. They always do care, and they always will. I know that no matter what I do, they will love me more than most people.
I'll try not to, I feel the only reason I would kill myself would be if I finally snapped, and was tired of everyone's bullshit. I would probably do it for a point to show that death is no joke
indeed, It feels pathetic to watch them repeat it over and over again
Death isn't the answer and I believe it's best to find someone to help you guide yourself through these harsh emotions
I don't feel I should find someone to talk to, I'll deal with it on my own. I'll always pull through in the end