i am sorry! its just because my depression is taking all of me! i can't control it, even though i tried! i'm trying to stay happy! i do what you told me "just smile* and i smiles when i'm crying like an idiot!
It's alright, darling. Please, find a place to get rid of the knives. Please. Tell your Mom you're depressed and record it on Vocaroo. If she tells you to go commit suicide, I can help you. Just know that you make many smiles.
