I'll never be successful I'll be what they say is wrong They are all right I'm not even good enough for my own future I can't even sit in silence without having an episode I thought I got rid of this I'm so scared I'm scared of becoming what I want thus proving them right now I'm trying I swear I grew up to fast, too fast to even learn how to handle y emotions or why they are happening I'm so confused I know I'm trying to be something I shouldn't be yet I'm just a kid I'm not as strong as I pretend I am but if I slip up they'll hurt me the I raised myself so you see how wrong that is? A child raising a child, I'll only ever be a child