ik my bfs tired but he doesnt have to be cruel im prob over exaggerating but it hurts my feelings when he just snaps at me i love him so much dont get me wrong i just dont like it when its like this dk why we're arguing so much recently

it makes me feel like i shouldnt speak up about stuff that bothers me but ik thats not what he wants cause he wants to know when im upset and what im upset about but my thought process is i gotta choose between a whole argument (thatll prob end w me sad and disliking myself) or just not bringing up something meaningless

i miss him idw him to be upset at me ik i prob sound pathetic rn and like im in some toxic relationship but thats not it hes really supportive to me hes just had a bad day ik maybe i should just let it go

it kinda makes me feel worse when i just get sad instead of arguing back cause that just makes him frustrated but its how i ammm its how i cope with upset people prob frustrating to be on the receiving end of, but ill regret it more if i raise my voice or something besides its harder to stay mad at a sad person god am i manipulative

idk what im even saying i have work to do sighhhhhhhh trying not to pull an all nighter :')

ANYWAY THE POINT IS I MISS HIM AND I FEEL GUILTY AND I FEEL GUILTY FOR FEELING GUILTY AUGH cant we just be happy how do i keep him from getting upset

alr chat imma hop off