*know

leaving my child behind now i suffer from the curse now i am blind

*knowing

With all this anger, guilt and sadness Coming to haunt me forever I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

Is this revenge i'm seeking, seeking to avenge me i'm stuck in my little paradox i wanna set my self free

Maybe I should chase and find Before they'll try to stop it It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

iTs BeEn So LoNNNNNg SiNcE tHe LAsT i SeEn mY sOn

Lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter

Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song So I could ponder The sanity of your mother

I wish I lived in the present With the gift of my past mistakes But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

Your little smile, is all I remember Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

sWEET^

Justification is killing me But killing isn't justified What happened to my son, I'm terrified

It lingers in my mind And the thought keeps on getting bigger I'm sorry my sweet baby I wish I've been there

t's been so long Since I last have seen my son Lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song So I could ponder The sanity of your mother

ITS

and yes i forgot some